Behind the scenes..

jameness @ 2006-03-11T11:07:00

2006-03-11T16:07:54Z

jameness @ 2006-01-22T11:17:00

2006-01-22T16:18:27Z

Yesterday was my hunny's 21'st birthday. Boy, did we celebrate. Partying with the captain is always fun. [2 half gallons of captain morgan] And lots of beer for my hunny. He had a good time we all made sure of it. Heres to more!

Jame

jameness @ 2005-12-08T12:20:00

2005-12-08T17:21:35Z

I think I said yes to the rest of my life.
I am unsure.
But he told his mom.
So I think I'm right.
Oh, brother what am I getting myself into?

With love,
Jamison.

jameness @ 2005-11-16T22:12:00

2005-11-17T04:12:34Z

This is it..
I am going all the way.
And never looking back.

jameness @ 2005-10-31T10:10:00

2005-10-31T15:11:12Z

Being woken up and having to go and bail your boyfriend out of Boone County Jail is always fun.

jameness @ 2005-10-18T18:17:00

2005-10-18T23:17:35Z

I should of known things would only stay great for a short period of time.

jameness @ 2005-10-04T18:21:00

2005-10-04T23:22:36Z

No one could be as happy as I am.

jameness @ 2005-09-18T17:32:00

2005-09-18T22:33:06Z

I'm too stoned for my own good.

jameness @ 2005-09-17T03:59:00

2005-09-17T09:00:41Z

What a night tonight has been.

I think tonight made Randy and I realize how much we really do love each other.
We both took risks that could of taken our lives for each other.
It was all worth it though.

Randell Edward I Love You with all of my heart <3

jameness @ 2005-09-15T10:57:00

2005-09-15T15:57:35Z

I don't remember a thing that happend last night and thats so not cool.

jameness @ 2005-09-08T19:45:00

2005-09-09T00:48:25Z

Yeah so things are neat around this way.
Lacy and Jason I ALWAYS miss your call and try to call back but cant.
call the house phone. I like have no control over the cellphone. but it happens
Randy and I are still together.
I'm going to IUPUI and i love it.
My mom hates me.
I just got my car back from the stupid black guy who hit my car. Hit and runs are gay. Ill find him
My car was in the shop for 3 weeks.
It sucked.
But im done.
have a nice night.

Jamie-son

jameness @ 2005-08-25T23:53:00

2005-08-26T04:59:51Z

What do you do when its like your whole world is crumbling? Right when you think youre on top everything comes tumbling down on you.

I'm being forced to choose over the boy i love or having a place to live. I mean what the hell am i supposed to do? If i choose the boy im left with no where to live, yeah i can stay at his house for a while but for christ sakes theres like 4 of them living in a house with a livingroom/bedroom and no bed. or i can have a place to live and have absolutly nothing to do with my boyfriend, i mean restraining order no talking, no seeing nothing. But the thing is, he hasnt done anything wrong, they are mad at me and taking it out on him. They know hes my weakness and thats what they want.

What am i supposed to do? I mean Randy and I have been doing so good. I mean we are amzing right now. We are both getting on our feets, both starting our lives and its like no one can let us just grow. I mean hes been clean for over 6 months now, we go places, weve been to the zoo and the movies and dinner we hang out we hate every second we arent together. and they know that and they jknow how happy he makes me. but they are so mad at me that they will do anything to make me unhappy.

I have until tomorrow morning to choose.

A. I say that im not going to stop seeing Randy and I have to have my shit out by 3:00P.M
B. I stop seeing Randy I have no communication with him and I have to fill out a restraining order.

I lose either way.
What would you do?

jameness @ 2005-08-12T00:48:00

2005-08-12T05:50:19Z

So I am really liking this whole IUPUI thing. I am meeting so many new people. And having a good time at the same time. Only bad thing about it is that i am extremely tired. But i mean i am having a lot of fun my classes are good. two on monday and one tuesday, wednesday and thursday, no classes on friday ;] which is cool. randy and i are doing great, i work at blockbuster on 10th now, uhm thats about it.

jameness

jameness @ 2005-08-01T20:09:00

2005-08-02T02:58:21Z

So Cali is awesome. Im in Hollywood right now updating from a cyber cafe in which ive never used before. We are staying in San Diego. Everything is so beautiful out here. Much different from indiana. We went to universal studios today that was fun. Im amazed by the weather out here its awesome. I was expecting super hot but its really not. but my time is about to run out so its time for me to go. Ill update more later i promise. These cyber cafes have weird kjeybords fyi

jameness @ 2005-07-26T12:07:00

2005-07-26T17:24:14Z

I think it's safe to say...it's over.

2/1/05-7/26/05

[Edit]

Okay, so maybe it's not over. I think it's ment to be and we both know it.

jameness @ 2005-07-24T12:16:00

2005-07-24T17:17:24Z

Well we came up with half of the money to bring Crystal home, no help to my LJ friends. But her grandma is gonna pay the other half and shes coming home Friday ;] But I leave saturday for California for a week so i dunno where shes gonna stay...hm.

jameness @ 2005-07-22T01:31:00

2005-07-22T06:32:29Z

Guys Crystal is ready to come home already. She is having just as hard of a time as I am. Problem is her grandma doesnt have the money to send her back home, her dad wont give it to her and she has no money. So donations would be greatly appreciated.

jameness @ 2005-07-20T23:31:00

2005-07-21T04:31:56Z

Its only been a day and im going NUTS.

Shoot me NOW.

jameness @ 2005-07-20T00:45:00

2005-07-20T05:50:12Z

Well Crystal woke up this morning, called her grandmother and out of no where he Grandma said she had a bus ticket at the bus station waiting for her and wanted to know if she could be there by 6:50. Crystal said yes and that was it. She was packing her bags and leaving for Florida.

I mean I know its for the best, and I know its what she needs. Her grandparents said theyd put her through school and I know its the only way thatd she actually be able to go because she had shit head parents who love to see her be miserable. But I didnt want her to go. I mean shes my bestfriend, shes the person i run to about everything, shes the person that knows every detail of my life. Shes the person i turn to for anything and everything. And shes gone. I just hope its not like everyother thing. Ive moved a lot and i know that the whole "we will keep in contact i promise" line nevers pulls through. It lasts a month and its over. I just hope its not like that with us.

But its time for bed. bye.

jameness @ 2005-07-17T19:03:00

2005-07-18T00:03:50Z

Be jealous....

For my boyfriend is more hot than yours.

[edit]
except laceys

jameness @ 2005-06-07T20:06:00

2005-06-08T01:06:32Z

I am rather content on life right now.
I move to North Carolina, June somethinganother.

All is well.

jameness @ 2005-05-27T09:34:00

2005-05-27T14:34:51Z

I'm tired.
Today is Carb Day.
I'm getting drunk.
How fun.
Bye.

[edit]
Lacy I lost your number and I need it again.

jameness @ 2005-05-25T10:23:00

2005-05-25T15:23:22Z

Life is great and I'm lovin it.

jameness @ 2005-05-21T09:38:00

2005-05-21T14:38:28Z

I got my tattoo.

jameness @ 2005-05-16T10:01:00

2005-05-16T15:04:22Z

Ever since my birthday when Allie, Jessie, Na, and I had our blow out on 465. I have been having nightmares that I'm driving and all at once my 4 tires blow out. It's scary. But in other news, my birthday was good, I had a pretty good birthday. I spent it with all my E-ninjas. I love my girls I really do. Everyone was at my house waiting for me as soon as i got off work. It was so exciting.

Randy and I are doing better now. He's actually trying to become clean. Now that we are broken up though i think we talk more. Its a lot less stressful. It was like there was a weight lifted off of my shoulder. I mean I still care about him and I always will. We still act as if we are together, but we arent, and we both know that we arent and i just kinda makes things easier....